I never felt physical pain as awful as this, the damn pain radiates or maybe extends from the right #32 teeth (wisdom tooth) up to the my right ear. AHHHHH! The pain is physically draining and utterly annoying. To shed some light on the matter...ahem...I had my right #32 tooth extracted for one reason - it causes pain. The dentist explain that it was an impacted tooth. The bad news was that I had not one but two impacted tooth. All 3rd molars. How I wish I could keep them. Unfortunately, I don't have enough space for them.

It has been a week since one of the impacted tooth was extracted but the damn pain doesn't go away. The tooth might call it vengeance. My hunch is that I'm experiencing "phantom tooth". The bad thing about this is I can't talk comfortably. The feeling of heaviness on my right face. Swellings! Inflammation! But that's a good thing. The downside is the pains which are chronic and even nags when I sleep.

Leave me along PAIN! I don't want to abuse painkillers! No way to dependence.

My mom asked me, "How come a nursing student debates? It absolutely does not help you in your pursuit of a career."

Sounds logical. As I was preparing for my assignment in Nursing Care Management 105: Leadership and Management, to create a resume and an application letter, I realized, HOW the HELL am I going to justify my debate career with nursing?! To reconcile argumentation and Nursing Care Management seems implausible. I wish I could.

Does a hospital care if I am eloquent? Does a hospital care if I could argue for the patient?

Highly unlikely!

Then what I'm I supposed to do?

1. Study

I absolutely need to study my freakin' subjects. I need to have a decent score. uhuhuh. Woe is me!!! Ahh, no sense in crying right? I got so many requirements to do. More importantly, learn from my teachers, damnit!

2. Debate

I got to practice my debatin' skills. I feel so rusty. I hate it when people don't come for practices. Either they think that they are THAT good or they are just assholes! Everybody has reasons and excuses. Reminds me of a maxim, "an irresponsible person has many excuses!".

3. Update this blog. (Well, at least I'm not wasting time in this department.)

Time is so limited these days that I feel I'm not giving much attention on overhauling this blog. Well, I promise to do such after I get to solve, problems 1 and 2.



Anyway, I got to end this torment and start working. The first step is the start of a hundred mile walk ( or is a thousand mile). Ahh, who care El, get the job done!